they tore down this cute little trailer camping site that was down the street from my place. it was SO 60’s. i think its name was camper world or something, and in the entrance you were greeted by this little kitschy statue of a seal in a little red vest. it was so ”out of place” and straight out of an old antique world of little america. a total gem in the middle of all these tourist shit hotels. and now it’s gone. i get emotional over the weirdest stuff. but it’s like..a piece of something really sweet is gone. i fall in love with things that are out of place. and i get so sad when they’re destroyed. :’(

my dad came back from the hospital. everythings good for now. it felt good spending a saturday with him, shopping around for super healthy stuff. we bought nothing but vegan goods. Even though i’m not one, i’m trying to push my dad towards buying vegan goods, cause it just more healthier. but holy shit is it expensive! and the amount of products isn’t even much. fuuuck that. it made my mouth water. soy ceviche, soy milk with whole grain cereals, yogurt with berries and granola, soy cheese/ cream cheese with vegetable bread, brown rice.. aghhh. so good. atleast he’s able to get better options. i’m gonna be on the lookout for more diabetic friendly foods for my daddio

everything was going good, but tonight my dad went to the hospital for heart problems again. everytime this happens my world stops. and i think about how scary and horrible it would be without him :’( i love my dad with all my heart.